Current Goal

1. Lose 2 lbs a week. 2. Workout for atleast 45 minutes 3 times a week. 3. Continue to find other ways to control my anxiety. 4. Do a detox 5. Cut out the sweets for GOOD

Quote of the Month:

July: A woman who cannot be ugly is not beautiful. ~Karl Kraus
April: "There are no secrets to success. It is the result of preparation, hard work, and learning from failure."
March 2011: "Life is to be lived. If you have to support yourself, you had bloody well better find some way that is going to be interesting. And you don't do that by sitting around." ~ Katharine Hepburn
November 2010: "Women need real moments of solitude and self-reflection to balance out how much of ourselves we give away." ~ Barbara De Angelis

Final Goal:

weight 170lbs. by December 2011



If I can loose 5 lbs a month I can do it!

Thursday, June 17, 2010

Snakes

I woke up in the middles of the night out of nowhere. Fear was upon me but nothing had happened to me. Not in real life anyway. I was out of breathe, heart racing, and shaking like I had been spooked. I looked around the room and just lay there for a minute. As I completely woke up and pulled myself together I realized I was having a bad dream. I usually have the same types of dreams, but this one was different. It was such an odd and vivid dream that I could have confused it for being real. I can’t remember it step by step as it happened, but I do remember there were snakes. I’m not sure if it was one snake or a few of them. I can’t even remember what they look like. There was a snake that appeared from under the bed and began attacking the people in the room. I know there were a few people in the room, but can’t remember who they were. The snake ate something or someone, that part is not clear to me right now. Someone grabbed the snake and through it in the bathroom. Everyone was scared and panicking. We all got on the bed. I was last to climb on the bed and then somehow the door came undone. The stupid snake came out and tried to attack me. I got on the bed and I was screaming and everyone was trying to get the snake away from me. I was terrified and the damn snake was looking at me with this evilness in its eyes. It was about to bite me, I think, but I woke up. Once I was fully awake I thought about what this could mean. I couldn’t figure it out so I just prayed myself to sleep. I had to look up what this means. I read it and I still can’t figure it out (you can click the link below to read the description about dreaming with snakes). I guess I need to sit and put more thought into it. I truly believe that our dreams mean something and they are a warning to things we don’t think about in our waking lives or don’t really notice.


http://dreammoods.com/cgibin/dreamdictionarysearch.pl?method=exact&header=dreamsymbol&search=snakes

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